I cannot handle my life without it. Everything feels better when you’re obsessed with food. I was in control. I was powerful, like Cassie says.

But you have to stop before you die…

I haven’t purged in over a month now. I feel like shit. I want to b/p now.

And cut… And I don’t want to even talk to my boyfriend about it. I want him to go away so I won’t hurt him too. But I can’t hurt him so I can’t hurt me.

Boyfriend caught me purging. Past month has been spent trying not to disappoint him. Now that he’s comfortable with the fact that I haven’t purged… he’s telling me to lose weight.

So I guess I’ll try to do this the right way.

teeny.

I don't know what I want. A girl torn between wanting to be tiny and wanting to have a normal, healthy relationship with food. Here, I try to have it all.

5'4"
Highest Weight - 137lb
Lowest Weight - 112lb
Fantasy Weight - 108lb
Current Weight - Unknown

Purge-free since: 10/11


Send me "BOOTY" for 20 squats.
Send me "GUNS" for 10 push-ups.
Send me anything else for 10 jumping jacks.
;)